Unopened mail. What this reflects for me is exactly what I did, when I am falling into depression then I don’t do the things I

Scale Wars: picture of our scale with my daily med box. Shows my weight gain as a side effect. The Zyprexa, I gained 70 pounds,

This is a photo of the home I grew up in. It’s a picture of the outside of the house but it’s the place where

This is my Grandpa’s Scapular medal. Grandpa gave it to me when he was dying of cancer. These are what he kept when he was

This is a bicycle, it’s a stationary bike and it doesn’t really go anywhere. It is like when you are depressed you can’t really go

This is my fridge with photos on the outside. On the inside I barely have any food because it is depressing the food restrictions of

This is my freshman dorm. This was where my depression and anxiety got really bad and where I definitely had a lot of low episodes.

Above my desk and my CCT computer is there and my Dream J that my mom gave me. I often stare at when I’m depressed

A wheel with spokes–it is off a wheelchair but that is not really relevant. I remembered when I was in the partial hospitalization program we

These are the pills in my cabinet and I also wanted to show that the top cabinet is full too with meds. These show all