“Pills for Breakfast” I feel like I am eating pills for breakfast. I’m downing all these pills and it makes me wonder what I am doing to my body. If I take the bills it keeps me calm, though, so I know I need to take them. I can tell if I’m a few hours late on taking my meds, I can feel my anxiety going up. A pill box is a must because then I can see what I’ve taken. I take all the meds for my sanity. I’m not going to lie, sometimes I do not want to take them. But my husband is right there shaking his finger at me if I don’t take it. Hope factor that things could get better and I could be more even and be a better person in general.