My planner and medications. This is the first time I’ve gone on any medication to treat my mental illness. It took a long time to

To most it’s just a bottle of water and a box, but to me I’m shaking, it’s a trigger. It’s where I kept my using

This picture has to do with shutting people out. When I’m feeling depressed I don’t want anyone around. I have a sister that I love

No wonder my life is so confused because when your doctor shows you and maps [a model of your brain when it’s anxious]. It is

Unopened mail. What this reflects for me is exactly what I did, when I am falling into depression then I don’t do the things I

My house. My husband has really been gone the last 6 years and I’ve had to do everything to get it ready to get on

This is my fridge with photos on the outside. On the inside I barely have any food because it is depressing the food restrictions of

Scale Wars: picture of our scale with my daily med box. Shows my weight gain as a side effect. The Zyprexa, I gained 70 pounds,

Before the dam it is as smooth as glass and then all of a sudden it turns into the white water rapids. It tends to

Depression makes me wish it was my name on the grave marker and not my best friend.  [He died of] Leukemia. Quite a few times