Paperwork Pile;  Paperwork piling up that I have not gotten to [for several months].  [Now] I am in a program that is helping me with

I went to my pastor and asked, why is God doing this to me?  What am I doing wrong and his only answer was that

This is an empty classroom. When I’m having a bad day it can feel like I’m sitting in a room full of my classmates and

This is a cute little mug that my roommate got me when she was in Ireland over spring break. We haven’t known each other very

An empty gym. Two ways that this is interesting: in 1 way a lot of what you feel before you get the medication or treatment

This is my Grandpa’s Scapular medal. Grandpa gave it to me when he was dying of cancer. These are what he kept when he was

This is the view from my room. I spend a lot of my time looking out this window. One of my favorite things to do

This is my freshman dorm. This was where my depression and anxiety got really bad and where I definitely had a lot of low episodes.

This photo shows how much I lay around and have no energy and just really sleepy.  I think it is mainly a side effect and

Scale Wars: picture of our scale with my daily med box. Shows my weight gain as a side effect. The Zyprexa, I gained 70 pounds,