I wanted it to represent how I don’t always feel in control in the driver’s seat. Sometimes I feel like they are in charge. I am not exactly sure where this feeling comes from. I am not sure about that yet. I have things in my life that help me feel more in control like routines, meds and therapy. I wanted it to portray how mental health pushes me around and takes control. It’s part of my journey, finding that balance. Keeping everything in check.