A Cigarette. I guess smoking can be a crutch to deal with anxiety that has probably been one of my things. Where maybe medication could help. The first time I quit smoking I used medication and the 2nd time I used the patch and both of those worked. I don’t feel the push right now to quit. Smoking has helped me with dealing with anxiety. I know now that it has the reverse effect. I don’t believe I have the will power right now [to attempt to stop smoking]. I need someone to be behind me and give me the push. Yeah, without the health professionals push I wouldn’t be able to do it. My Dr. could push me harder to stop smoking. Some [doctors] say now is not the time to try because it helps with the stress.