This is the view from my room. I spend a lot of my time looking out this window. One of my favorite things to do

Using alcohol as a coping strategy or taking medication in the morning so that I can’t drink alcohol in the evening. I know I need

No wonder my life is so confused because when your doctor shows you and maps [a model of your brain when it’s anxious]. It is

Fruit and hygiene photos; Fresh fruit but I would eat something unhealthy because I did not feel I could do that work.  My hygiene was

Here I was in full blown active addiction. I was going around city to city taking pictures of myself in random truck stop restrooms. My

These are open pill bottles. You have to remember to take your pills if you want them to work with you.  Most people are better

A wheel with spokes–it is off a wheelchair but that is not really relevant. I remembered when I was in the partial hospitalization program we

This tree was planted before I was born so we are basically the same age. All winter it is really barren and then in the

I was raised in an Evangelical Household which meant that if you have a mental illness then you are not close enough to God. It

This is an empty classroom, I just dumped all my books in there–cause I had to leave school for a semester. It was a big