Above my desk and my CCT computer is there and my Dream J that my mom gave me. I often stare at when I’m depressed

I went to my pastor and asked, why is God doing this to me?  What am I doing wrong and his only answer was that

Scale Wars: picture of our scale with my daily med box. Shows my weight gain as a side effect. The Zyprexa, I gained 70 pounds,

This is a photo of the home I grew up in. It’s a picture of the outside of the house but it’s the place where

An unfortunate side effect of my medication I know I have are dreams. I never had dreams before. Never in my childhood. I don’t like

A blur–but the last 2 years since I’ve had this major decline with my depression that everything has just become a huge blur.  My memory

Picture kind of got cut off. This wheelchair represents my depression, anxiety, and my embarrassment. The image of what needs to change in my life.

A picture of the flag that was draped over my father’s casket when he was buried at the age of 21. A heroin user who

Paperwork Pile;  Paperwork piling up that I have not gotten to [for several months].  [Now] I am in a program that is helping me with

To most it’s just a bottle of water and a box, but to me I’m shaking, it’s a trigger. It’s where I kept my using