A blur–but the last 2 years since I’ve had this major decline with my depression that everything has just become a huge blur.  My memory

These are my legs with my amputated left leg. It’s an image of what needs to change. By gaining weight and strength and working on

All the medications that I am taking or I take. Bascially I am trying to become more organized with all the meds that I’m on.

With depression your life gets derailed.  That is what I was thinking of and also another meaning is that a friend of mine is a

This is my freshman dorm. This was where my depression and anxiety got really bad and where I definitely had a lot of low episodes.

These are my yearbooks spread out from kindergarten to my senior year in high school. It’s life moments of when I was bullied throughout middle

You normally see empty beer cans in the shower but I recreated it with full beer cans.  As a graduate student in a really intensive

A bed with pillows.  Half the days when I was really depressed, I felt like not getting out of bed. Half the time I got

I Lined up all my meds and I thought, how can this possibly be good for me and at what point do the positives of

These are open pill bottles. You have to remember to take your pills if you want them to work with you.  Most people are better