What is seen here is my theory homework. Math of music course. More academic courses for my major. The poem I took a picture of is Slovantky’s Winter’s Tail. I kind of struggled reading this at first because I struggled with what I was doing with my life. This semester I’m trying to do more things with my life. I bought a whole bunch of pens and highlighters because of the past few years of being a student I’ve grasped on to things in college. I feel really good about my academic progress and doing classes is really the main thing in my life. ‘Why’? I have a crushing fear of the future. I want to do well in school so that I can reach my goals. It’s work ethic. A lot of the time people think if a person has a mental illness their whole life stops. To me I try to find the logical osculation. I got depression last year and I went to a doctor and I got prescribed pills. It took awhile but I’m doing well. Hopefully by continuing to pursue my goals and keeping balance in my life and not giving up is what all I need to do.