To most it’s just a bottle of water and a box, but to me I’m shaking, it’s a trigger. It’s where I kept my using

A rubik’s cube: that’s what I thought of with getting these meds…I wasn’t really cognizant during this time and plus I was delusional and so

My running shoes. Symbolizes what needs to change, but exercise, running, walking, just exercise makes you feel so much better. It can be a good

Pill box ; All [of these meds] were taken except the night meds. If I don’t take them on time then I will wake up

I Lined up all my meds and I thought, how can this possibly be good for me and at what point do the positives of

Picture of my bookshelf of college books and there are some other ones because I was studying English Literature. I went from a straight A

This picture has to do with shutting people out. When I’m feeling depressed I don’t want anyone around. I have a sister that I love

Bed with med box on pillow; When I first started the meds I would sleep like 18 hours; It is good to know which side

This is an apple with a knife stuck into it. Mostly this represents my kids, if they say nasty things, it feels like they have

Scale Wars: picture of our scale with my daily med box. Shows my weight gain as a side effect. The Zyprexa, I gained 70 pounds,