Pill box ; All [of these meds] were taken except the night meds. If I don’t take them on time then I will wake up

Vivarin medication –stay awake medicine.  It took me a long time for me to start taking meds. Because everyone kept telling me since I was

Board room with empty chairs. This…represents my frustration with my medication and illness I have really isolated myself. I feel like I am irritable and

My planner and medications. This is the first time I’ve gone on any medication to treat my mental illness. It took a long time to

I Lined up all my meds and I thought, how can this possibly be good for me and at what point do the positives of

Person I work with at night. She has dealt with a lot of the issues like I have. She was just somebody that takes medicines

I went to my pastor and asked, why is God doing this to me?  What am I doing wrong and his only answer was that

A blur–but the last 2 years since I’ve had this major decline with my depression that everything has just become a huge blur.  My memory

All the medications that I am taking or I take. Bascially I am trying to become more organized with all the meds that I’m on.

Scale Wars: picture of our scale with my daily med box. Shows my weight gain as a side effect. The Zyprexa, I gained 70 pounds,