A blur–but the last 2 years since I’ve had this major decline with my depression that everything has just become a huge blur.  My memory

To most it’s just a bottle of water and a box, but to me I’m shaking, it’s a trigger. It’s where I kept my using

Picture of all the meds I take in a day. It makes me realize how many meds I’m taking every day and wondering how this

It stands for NDSU and that for me personally, it is my long journey through everything in the last year. It reflects that I got

My planner and medications. This is the first time I’ve gone on any medication to treat my mental illness. It took a long time to

Person I work with at night. She has dealt with a lot of the issues like I have. She was just somebody that takes medicines

Picture of my bed. I slept constantly. If I wasn’t sleeping I would try to go to sleep.  I know that the anxiety and stomachache

Paperwork Pile;  Paperwork piling up that I have not gotten to [for several months].  [Now] I am in a program that is helping me with

A picture of the flag that was draped over my father’s casket when he was buried at the age of 21. A heroin user who

“Pills for Breakfast” I feel like I am eating pills for breakfast. I’m downing all these pills and it makes me wonder what I am