I was raised in an Evangelical Household which meant that if you have a mental illness then you are not close enough to God. It

This is my freshman dorm. This was where my depression and anxiety got really bad and where I definitely had a lot of low episodes.

A blur–but the last 2 years since I’ve had this major decline with my depression that everything has just become a huge blur.  My memory

What is seen here is my theory homework. Math of music course. More academic courses for my major. The poem I took a picture of

This is a bicycle, it’s a stationary bike and it doesn’t really go anywhere. It is like when you are depressed you can’t really go

“Pills for Breakfast” I feel like I am eating pills for breakfast. I’m downing all these pills and it makes me wonder what I am

Picture kind of got cut off. This wheelchair represents my depression, anxiety, and my embarrassment. The image of what needs to change in my life.

Picture of my bed. I slept constantly. If I wasn’t sleeping I would try to go to sleep.  I know that the anxiety and stomachache

These are all of my bedtime meds in smiley face.  I’m really happy that I found a combo that I can take and that I

Scale Wars: picture of our scale with my daily med box. Shows my weight gain as a side effect. The Zyprexa, I gained 70 pounds,