A rubik’s cube: that’s what I thought of with getting these meds…I wasn’t really cognizant during this time and plus I was delusional and so I wasn’t really sure always what was going on, but it felt like a puzzle to get things right and adjusted…I suppose it could be again in the future if I need to get things adjusted again. You can change 1 thing and it can change something else that they didn’t expect to change…like psychiatry isn’t like treating diabetes or something like that cuz you don’t always know how changes will effect things…it’s not always a simple process to recover from a mental illness…