Fallen tree still living. I have always liked this tree but when I was a kid, it fell over and uprooted and I like it because it is still living and it should have not survived. It makes me feel like this tree represents me and my life to come that these two years I have fallen over and I’ll start to grow again. This represents a life in general and hopefully it represents that anything that should have died a long time ago can still grow and I am hoping that I can build myself up to start some better habits. Maybe I will learn from this. I did some really bad and unhealthy things when I was out in Colorado. I drank every day was definitely an alcoholic, did drugs and partied pretty hard out there. Hopefully, with medication I can get back up again and keep moving on with my life. My experience with the medication and tons of anti-depressants and there are new ones that keep coming up and that they have worked better. Seems like there are always new ways to make things better.